Most people fail to get what they want because they wait until they have the money, time, or resources before actually making a decision. Successful people make their choices first, then the resources show up. Indecision is what creates mental friction. However, make a firm decision will align your energy towards your goals.
Please do not wait until you see how it will happen. Decide that it WILL happen, and the 'how' will reveal itself.
When you make a choice, you cut of any other possibility and move forward with a single-minded focus.
Flip-flopping between choices creates stress and neutralizes your creative energy.